Have to do this

my lovely darling Ava - once more I'm unable to see you. Your mother has now stopped all skype calls even thought she's in breach of a court order and can be held in contempt so I have no other way of communicating with you...

More disruption

Today it came to my attention that your mother is doing the same things she's done to me to her partner 

I feel so sorry for you my little girl for having to go through this again

Happy birthday my darling

Love you

Happy thanksgiving my little angel

Hello my darling, it's been so long since I wrote last time, I'm sorry my angel. 

Since I last time wrote here so much has happened. For starters and the biggest news of all is that you have a little sister, baby Iris is 2 months now and I'm sure can't wait to meet you. 

I am hoping to come to see before Christmas but I haven't yet heard from your mother about the arrangements. To be honest I'm not very hopefull she will agree but I will keep on trying. 

I love you loads, please don't forget and I hope you are having a wonderfull thanksgiving day. 

Lots of love

Dad

Fathers day

Lov

Darling

Today we were supposed to see each other, last week D had a last minute appointment and we moved to this week.
I'm here waiting and there no sign of you.....

Today

I Love you xxx

disapointed

call

Happy 2nd Birthday Angel!

You’re two today my baby girl! 


I feel proud of myself that I’ve been a dad for two whole years now.
You’re my first baby and you changed my life. You have shown me a love that, if not for you, I may never have known.

Over the past two years you have grown into a unique little person. 

These are the lyrics for happy birthday in Portuguese:

Parabéns a você,
nesta data querida,
muita felicidade,
muitos anos de vida

hoje é dia de festa
vivam as nossas almas
para o/a menino(a) ...
uma salva de palmas,

Tenha tudo de bom
do que a vida contém,
tenha muita saúde
e os amigos também".

Hoje a Ava faz 2 anos
Porque Deus assim quis
O que mais desejamos
É que seja feliz!

Happy birthday my angel

Happy birthday my little girl.

I wish you all the happiness in the world.

Much love

Dad xx

23 Months

My little angel today is your 23rd month birthday, in a month will be 2 year old.

What a year it has been, i am very sorry how things turned out princess. I wish things were very different but unfortunately it's out of my control. I am sorry I am not there to see you thrive, believe me I would be there if I could.

I wanted to write to you on Christmas but I had limited access to the internet, i'm sorry. I did however give you a present which your mum has collected. I hope you enjoy your gifts and that you had a very nice Christmas, this was our first Christmas apart, I hope this doesn't happen very often.

On New Year's eve we had a 30 minutes Skype call and it made my day. You look so pretty and big, you wanted to sing 'old MacDonald had a farm' and we sang together, it was a lot of fun. I'm very thankful to your uncle D for helping us have some contact, he also said that you look a lot like me, it brought tears to my eyes then and now too. I love your chocolate botton eyes, just like daddy's.

My princess I wish you a year full of happiness in 2012.

I look forward to when we meet to have some fun together.

Love you always

Dad

Happy 22 months

You are 22 months old today my angel.
I miss you every second.
Love you loads
Dad xx

Hey darling

My little princess, how i wish i could hold and kiss you. I miss you so much bam bam.
I used to call you bam bam when you were little or littler...

I jus wish that everything was different and we were still playing and having fun together but it seems that you and I have to be patient for now.

Lots of love

Dad

I am always there for you

There's nothing that could ever change how I feel about you, I love you princess. I remember noticing the maturity I have witnessed in how you handled little conflicts and how much you enjoyed playing together.

I am very proud of you my little girl and I cherish the memories of our vacations.  I hope you achieve all your dreams and I hope to be there next to you when this happens. I believe you will be a very smart and successful person and I hope you don’t feel abandoned by your daddy as I am always here for you.

Good night

Good night angel. Hope you are having sweet dreams

Love you

Dad