Just thinking of you...

I really have nothing to say, but I was sitting here and thinking about you my little Ava. I hope that some day you will understand and know that I love and miss you very much.

@ Tuddenham Mill

This was at Bramley's Big Adventure where we played together

I miss your smiley happy face

Why is life so unkind, for my daughter I can not see.
For every day that passes by, I miss her so much.
I miss her smiley happy face, and her cheeky little ways.
I miss her hugs and kisses too.
I really miss the times, we spent at the park, oh, my life feels really unhappy at times.

We would go on neighbourhood walks too, that’s something she likes to do.
We take some food and feed the dog, and see all the animals she loves so much.
I know she loves and misses me, for I love my girl, don't you see.
She's her daddy's girl you know, it breaks my heart because I love and miss her so.
Why should the mother get all the support, while the fathers don't get a second thought.

For I feel my girl is hurting too, I feel her pain, believe me I do.
For the precious time, we have shared before.
Was fun and laughter, please don't ignore.
For my girl should be here with me, this can’t be wrong, please let it be.

This situation is tearing me apart, I am very broken heart.
All I’m asking for is some time, to spend with my girl on my own time.
I know she's feeling sad and blue, for she doesn't know, just what to do.
It's so much pressure for her too, for she has no say in what she does.

For Fathers Rights they just ignore, for there's no justice anymore.
What about my Daughter's rights, to see her daddy when she likes.
Life's hard enough, cruel and even unkind.
So why can't I see my Daughter on my own time.
Who's to say when or where I can see my Daughter,
For I believe the law should be altered.
And Justice for the father there must be, and change the law immediately.
So please hear my plea and give me peace of mind,
And help me see that little girl of mine.
For Fathers have feelings and heartaches too, And help my heart stop feeling blue.

There must be Fathers worldwide, who share this pain I feel deep inside.

It's been three months since I’ve seen my Daughter.
It's so unfair what they're doing to my Daughter.

Certain is it that there is no kind of affection so purely angelic as of a father to a daughter.  To our daughters there is something which there are no words to express.

I Love you my princess

My dear you are the happy memories of the past, the joyful moments of the present, and the hope and promise of the future.

You are a day brightener and a heart warmer.

More photos darling

@ Hyde Park

Happy Birthday Adilia

Today is Adilia's birthday, she turned 50.

Ava my darling Adilia looked after you for the first 15 months of your life and she loves you too.
She is lovely caring woman who also misses you everyday.
I remember that whenever she got home and you heard her voice you ran as fast  as you could to the gate to see her.
She was a very important person to me and she played a an important role in your upbringing, i'm sure you'll play with her one day again.

Here's one of a few photos i have of you together.

Summer 2010 Cannes, South of france

I love you my darling daughter Ava.
xx
Dad

Feels like forever

Baby Ava, until 5 months ago yesterday we spend almost every single day together, had loads of fun, had breakfast and dinner together.
I hope that one day we can still do these things together my angel.

I love and miss you

Dad

May 2011

Honey this was taken in May 2011

I LOVE YOU

My angel Ava I'll love you thru all eternity
I wrote this from my heart to let you know you're my sweetheart
I love you Ava.

This was on Christmas day 2010 at Notting Hill Brasserie sweetie just before we headed to Brazil to see grandpa and grandma 

we having fun together my dear

when dad bought your piano 

On your 1st birthday my love

Paddington Bear, present from uncle John on your 1st birthday

You loved wearing dad's shades

and dad's spetacles

Miss you my darling

I would cross a thousand oceans & climb a thousand mountains just to hold you tight. Darling I miss you so much.

@ E&O
I loved when you fell asleep in my arms